Possibility, that unstableness..

It was never occurred to me that the word 'possibility' could also have negative connotative senses.

To me, 'possibility' had been synonym of 'chance', 'future', 'adventure', 'openness', 'willingness',
and all of those 'You-can-win-the-world' kind of words.

   

Suddenly last night,

this word 'unstableness' came to me as another candidate.

I still have so many possibilities in my life, which is, over all, very good.

But sometimes,
the fact I still have many things untied in my life works as an obstacle for me to explore other possibilities. 

   

May be it's only me whimpering about going through my tough thirties.

Still, I can't help but wish I had some of those closed doors, those 'Done' signs on my road..